the [mostly stationary] travelogue of a New Yorker in London

Monday, July 7, 2008

panic attacks in the morning...

what a wonderful feeling! no, i had a panic attack this morning as my applications are STILL not sent

[waiting for ONE last recommendation...argh!]

and i realise how much, how very very much i want to stay. so i am doing what i can, and stopping worry about the things that i can't control. im going to get the application in and done, and then i had the BEST realisation...i can apply for the february session as well. and that wouldn't be the worst thing in the world! if i don't get in in september, then hopefully ill get in in february....

thank god for rolling admissions and i am hoping, praying to the universe that i can stay. because it is right. it is what i need now.

i love it here. i am so happy...

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